I work hard on YouTube but sometimes it seems like a never ending battle of heart break and frustration as if I will never hit any of the goals set forth in climbing the ladder of YouTube success. My videos seem to be buried in search results year after year. My YouTube analytics say 80 percent of my viewers do not click the subscribe button. Some days I see a small amount of new subscribers as a faint glimmer of hope, but then other days I have less. Many people say getting the first one thousand subscribers on youtube is the hardest, it seems that the closer I get to that number the harder it gets. I think to even classify as a small channel on YouTube I would have to reach 250k subscribers. I work hard to make and promote my videos. I have done paid facebook ads, memes, and even built websites. Sometimes it seems like an impenetrable brick wall stands in the way of my hopes and dreams.